Basically, my thoughts often lead to these conclusions.
I’m just too paranoid :(
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I miss going to kallang river with you :( we used to go there at least once a month :(
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You still hasn’t called yet, and all that kept me holding on is whatever we used to had. Every single bit of it is making me stay. NS is making me confuse. Sometimes I’m just so lost that in confused whether I’m attached. It’s like when you don’t call, I feel like you don’t regard me as a girlfriend anymore. It’s that crazy. My emotions are going haywire. The direction of my thoughts are messed up. Everything is screwed up. :( I just need you, baby :( but I know you can’t be there. :( that’s the sucky part. Miss you baby. :( everything about you.
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And how i wished i cud see you wearing your dress today:( please come back and meet me soon sayang, i miss you so much tau! Hope you feel the same way too:(
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:( listening to love songs make me miss you more :( gosh. Come back soon please. I was listening to songs on MTV and suddenly I remembered the convo we had at Najeeb house.
Me: I want the “I don’t love you” song by mcr!
*song start playing*
And you start to sing “I dont love you”
I looked at you And then you said “eh! It’s not for you! I was singing the song!”
You should stop being so cute. :( cause it makes me miss you more. :(
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honestly, I was completely lost when you’re gone. I really didn’t know on how am I suppose to deal it when I wake up nor sleep without texts from you maybe till now. But I guess, its a just a matter of you want it or not. If you want to do something, you can. For me, I didn’t want to accept the fact that you’re gone so I couldn’t adapt. I really didn’t want to. But I guess, some people are right, I have to accept it. I can’t be in this position for two years. Its just horrible. I have my alevel coming soon. I need to channel my energy to studying rather than mourning about my miserable life. I’m sorry, baby for promising you to be strong and I didn’t. Looking at the bright side, you’ll be home tmr! :) can’t wait to finally talk to you! :)
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